Long time no talk/type lol

Ok so the next chapter of my life continues I am back to myself finally no longer love struck or angry by any past decisions and situations...

I'm actually happy and grateful that I experienced it all because I learned from it and I've moved on . I'm willing to keep the past in the past because its the past and deserves to stay there. I apologize for all my actions and words that might have hurt people and I forgive those that have hurt me. I am ready for my senior year, without drama and conflict to stand in my way...

Love you yall in spite of it all

Happy Birthday !!!!!!

Happy Birthday Big sis
Omg 23 motha freeakin' years old
man are u old or what lol
Naw J.k lol but I love u with my Life
Have a wonderful day love ya muah!!!

Landlord

I am the Landlord,
You're the tenant,
You have officially been evicted
from your decent size room in my heart,
for you can not sleep, rest or
destroy or damage me or my [heart] property
any longer......
For your time is up... remove your belongs at once
Good Bye

Sooo???!!!!!

Sooo I think I found something out of my ordinary.....mhmmm

I'm free to be me, is that a crime?

I'm free to be me,
to bad you don't like it.
I can only walk and talk the way God design me to be,
to bad you don't like it.
I can only express myself the way I know how to,
to bad you don't like it.
I was not put on this earth by my God for your likings,
get over it.
God likes it, actually God loves it,
not everything about me is perfect but God knows me
and that is the only thing that matters... I still have some
growing and learning to do but in time I know that God will build me
into the most godliest young lady he has designed in HIS mind...

Friends til she makes us part

Wow... Its crazy how one year can change people
Ya know its crazy how we established this friendship and bond
that we both thought was extremely strong and couldn't be broken
but look, look what you have decided to do
No one asked you to chose but that is exactly what you have done, actually some one did make
you choose but it wasn't me... ya know
obviously you don't understand relationships come and go...
its very clear you haven't realized that yet.
I think this is the only way I am going 2 be able to get this off my chest because
as of now I am cutting you out of my life...
You have brought unnecessary stress and frustration into my life that is unhealthy
I have only been a friend, sister, care giver, and protector to you
but because of your decision that is all gone.
You know I have cut you off before and it hurt the both of us, but this time
I'm not going to hurt, in the long run you will on suffer
I'm done crying and getting hurt by you...
as of now I can only pray for you and wish you the best
so I am officially ending another chapter of my life
Lets see what's next...

Life is a Challenge

Wow life is Challenge
Why do they death is easier, to me death seems harder
You have to deal they either heaven or hell
Thank you God for saving my life
Although heaven will be wonderful if
I die now I believe I would causes so much grief,
pain and unbearable distress
To those that loved me the most and
Those I love the most even my enemies
would grieve and realize that the shit that we argued over was just pure
immaturity and now its to late to apologize
Hopefully they'll realize that the arguing and bickering was waste a
of time and energy, the time that they spent with me could have been sent
the love ones that they will soon lose eventually. I am not your love one
I am your enemy so why are you wasting so much time on me move on like I have done.
I've learned to live life to the fullest because you'll never know when that day might be
you last. Smile for life and never wear a frown
Yeah life might be a challenge but I live to be challenged
For my father has told me to be like rain UNPREDICTABLE and UNSTOPPABLE
and I strive everyday to live up to those standards.