Ok so the next chapter of my life continues I am back to myself finally no longer love struck or angry by any past decisions and situations...
I'm actually happy and grateful that I experienced it all because I learned from it and I've moved on . I'm willing to keep the past in the past because its the past and deserves to stay there. I apologize for all my actions and words that might have hurt people and I forgive those that have hurt me. I am ready for my senior year, without drama and conflict to stand in my way...
Love you yall in spite of it all
Tuesday, August 11, 2009
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
Happy Birthday !!!!!!
Happy Birthday Big sis
Omg 23 motha freeakin' years old
man are u old or what lol
Naw J.k lol but I love u with my Life
Have a wonderful day love ya muah!!!
Omg 23 motha freeakin' years old
man are u old or what lol
Naw J.k lol but I love u with my Life
Have a wonderful day love ya muah!!!
Monday, May 11, 2009
Landlord
I am the Landlord,
You're the tenant,
You have officially been evicted
from your decent size room in my heart,
for you can not sleep, rest or
destroy or damage me or my [heart] property
any longer......
For your time is up... remove your belongs at once
Good Bye
You're the tenant,
You have officially been evicted
from your decent size room in my heart,
for you can not sleep, rest or
destroy or damage me or my [heart] property
any longer......
For your time is up... remove your belongs at once
Good Bye
Friday, May 8, 2009
Sunday, April 26, 2009
I'm free to be me, is that a crime?
I'm free to be me,
to bad you don't like it.
I can only walk and talk the way God design me to be,
to bad you don't like it.
I can only express myself the way I know how to,
to bad you don't like it.
I was not put on this earth by my God for your likings,
get over it.
God likes it, actually God loves it,
not everything about me is perfect but God knows me
and that is the only thing that matters... I still have some
growing and learning to do but in time I know that God will build me
into the most godliest young lady he has designed in HIS mind...
to bad you don't like it.
I can only walk and talk the way God design me to be,
to bad you don't like it.
I can only express myself the way I know how to,
to bad you don't like it.
I was not put on this earth by my God for your likings,
get over it.
God likes it, actually God loves it,
not everything about me is perfect but God knows me
and that is the only thing that matters... I still have some
growing and learning to do but in time I know that God will build me
into the most godliest young lady he has designed in HIS mind...
Friends til she makes us part
Wow... Its crazy how one year can change people
Ya know its crazy how we established this friendship and bond
that we both thought was extremely strong and couldn't be broken
but look, look what you have decided to do
No one asked you to chose but that is exactly what you have done, actually some one did make
you choose but it wasn't me... ya know
obviously you don't understand relationships come and go...
its very clear you haven't realized that yet.
I think this is the only way I am going 2 be able to get this off my chest because
as of now I am cutting you out of my life...
You have brought unnecessary stress and frustration into my life that is unhealthy
I have only been a friend, sister, care giver, and protector to you
but because of your decision that is all gone.
You know I have cut you off before and it hurt the both of us, but this time
I'm not going to hurt, in the long run you will on suffer
I'm done crying and getting hurt by you...
as of now I can only pray for you and wish you the best
so I am officially ending another chapter of my life
Lets see what's next...
Ya know its crazy how we established this friendship and bond
that we both thought was extremely strong and couldn't be broken
but look, look what you have decided to do
No one asked you to chose but that is exactly what you have done, actually some one did make
you choose but it wasn't me... ya know
obviously you don't understand relationships come and go...
its very clear you haven't realized that yet.
I think this is the only way I am going 2 be able to get this off my chest because
as of now I am cutting you out of my life...
You have brought unnecessary stress and frustration into my life that is unhealthy
I have only been a friend, sister, care giver, and protector to you
but because of your decision that is all gone.
You know I have cut you off before and it hurt the both of us, but this time
I'm not going to hurt, in the long run you will on suffer
I'm done crying and getting hurt by you...
as of now I can only pray for you and wish you the best
so I am officially ending another chapter of my life
Lets see what's next...
Tuesday, April 7, 2009
Life is a Challenge
Wow life is Challenge
Why do they death is easier, to me death seems harder
You have to deal they either heaven or hell
Thank you God for saving my life
Although heaven will be wonderful if
I die now I believe I would causes so much grief,
pain and unbearable distress
To those that loved me the most and
Those I love the most even my enemies
would grieve and realize that the shit that we argued over was just pure
immaturity and now its to late to apologize
Hopefully they'll realize that the arguing and bickering was waste a
of time and energy, the time that they spent with me could have been sent
the love ones that they will soon lose eventually. I am not your love one
I am your enemy so why are you wasting so much time on me move on like I have done.
I've learned to live life to the fullest because you'll never know when that day might be
you last. Smile for life and never wear a frown
Yeah life might be a challenge but I live to be challenged
For my father has told me to be like rain UNPREDICTABLE and UNSTOPPABLE
and I strive everyday to live up to those standards.
Why do they death is easier, to me death seems harder
You have to deal they either heaven or hell
Thank you God for saving my life
Although heaven will be wonderful if
I die now I believe I would causes so much grief,
pain and unbearable distress
To those that loved me the most and
Those I love the most even my enemies
would grieve and realize that the shit that we argued over was just pure
immaturity and now its to late to apologize
Hopefully they'll realize that the arguing and bickering was waste a
of time and energy, the time that they spent with me could have been sent
the love ones that they will soon lose eventually. I am not your love one
I am your enemy so why are you wasting so much time on me move on like I have done.
I've learned to live life to the fullest because you'll never know when that day might be
you last. Smile for life and never wear a frown
Yeah life might be a challenge but I live to be challenged
For my father has told me to be like rain UNPREDICTABLE and UNSTOPPABLE
and I strive everyday to live up to those standards.
Monday, March 30, 2009
The Truth of Love
"To deeply love in one direction, makes us more loving in all others"
---- Unknown
---- Unknown
Thursday, March 26, 2009
Love Letter
Okay so this is a love letter that I wrote either in the 7th or 8th grade...
Dear Mine and Mine only,
I know its love when our eyes meet and my jaws turn red. I know its love because when you touch me my whole body shivers. I know its love because every time I am away from you I can only think of you. I know its love because the first time we pass each other we connected with out touching.
I know its love because every time I offer to pay the dinner check you snatch it away from me happily. I know its love because when we dance I drift away in your arms. I know its love, when I speak and you finish my sentences. I know its love because every time I'm sad you manage to show compassion. I know its love because when I prefer a "chick-flick" instead of an action movie you accept my offer with no complaint.
I know its love because when we go around our friends they always say they can tell we're in love. I know its love because every time I think of you, you end up thinking about me.
I know we are in love by the way you make me say I love you and you only.
Always in love,
Your dear Sweetheart
(I was in either the 7th or 8th grade, like I knew what half this stuff meant, as far as the actions goes... what a trip I was)
Dear Mine and Mine only,
I know its love when our eyes meet and my jaws turn red. I know its love because when you touch me my whole body shivers. I know its love because every time I am away from you I can only think of you. I know its love because the first time we pass each other we connected with out touching.
I know its love because every time I offer to pay the dinner check you snatch it away from me happily. I know its love because when we dance I drift away in your arms. I know its love, when I speak and you finish my sentences. I know its love because every time I'm sad you manage to show compassion. I know its love because when I prefer a "chick-flick" instead of an action movie you accept my offer with no complaint.
I know its love because when we go around our friends they always say they can tell we're in love. I know its love because every time I think of you, you end up thinking about me.
I know we are in love by the way you make me say I love you and you only.
Always in love,
Your dear Sweetheart
(I was in either the 7th or 8th grade, like I knew what half this stuff meant, as far as the actions goes... what a trip I was)
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
Monday, March 16, 2009
Monday, March 9, 2009
WTF!!!!!!!!
I'm a little fed up now...
like you keep pushing my buttons...
and yall going look at me like I'm the problem....
if I am tell me now cuz I can easily be gone I have other ways to make it...
Man it feels like I work so freaken hard but it gets me no where
my so called sisters... been through the good and the bad right
but tell me why it always feels like the bad...
yeah the jokes are coo at times but yall always on my back about something and talking about me, about something is getting to the point where I'm not about to take shit from no one I don't care who you think you are but eff wit me again and I done.... yea yea yall got my back then why does it feel like the wall is the only thing that can support me..... 8 against 1 is ridulious and cruel... but if that is how yall want it 2 b then I guess Imma fight til the death....
Little girl..... hahahahahahahahahahahahaha your a joke.
Get on my level (yea it might sound old but its still relevant)
so get a grip of yourself and then conduct yourself like a mature young lady then step 2 me
and you keep acting the way your acting will only get you hurt and naw that's not a threat....
sweetheart I'm guaranteeing you that.... mess with me again little girl lmao
like you keep pushing my buttons...
and yall going look at me like I'm the problem....
if I am tell me now cuz I can easily be gone I have other ways to make it...
Man it feels like I work so freaken hard but it gets me no where
my so called sisters... been through the good and the bad right
but tell me why it always feels like the bad...
yeah the jokes are coo at times but yall always on my back about something and talking about me, about something is getting to the point where I'm not about to take shit from no one I don't care who you think you are but eff wit me again and I done.... yea yea yall got my back then why does it feel like the wall is the only thing that can support me..... 8 against 1 is ridulious and cruel... but if that is how yall want it 2 b then I guess Imma fight til the death....
Little girl..... hahahahahahahahahahahahaha your a joke.
Get on my level (yea it might sound old but its still relevant)
so get a grip of yourself and then conduct yourself like a mature young lady then step 2 me
and you keep acting the way your acting will only get you hurt and naw that's not a threat....
sweetheart I'm guaranteeing you that.... mess with me again little girl lmao
Sunday, March 8, 2009
Bitter sweet 3-peat
Okay so I'm still stoked....yesterday my team, the View Park Lady Knights defended our title as city champions. Yes, we came out wit the W!!
Bitter sweet 3-peat.... The time has come for my senior sisters...We have 3 more games and you guys will start new lives without me....
You guys are my back bone... with out u guys I don't know how survive...
The lines, the full court half court shooting, and Angel being the only one always on my head about something...although it got annoying and sometimes tough handle it keep my head straight and I appreciate you guys for it...
Shaneva, Nev Neva... Man, since I was in the 5th grade and you were in the 6th... I remember when you guys took us 5th graders on a field trip and I met you and Taylor and we've been sister ever since.... I don't know what I'm going 2 do without your yelling, scream sarcastic ass always n my ear about something yea it hurt then, but when I look back on its help me become a better ball player and a better person, if I took your craziness I know I can overcome and accept life's stabs and grabs... love ya
Myni, Ni, Nijah, My lil Sis lol, since I was in the 8th grade and you were in the 9th, I remember when I had middle school game on the high school side and we met man we were the same height and everything (lmao) you told me how old you were and I couldn't believe that you and I were the same age because you act so much older than me lol... but since then we have formed a sisterhood that can not be broken... you have always been there and I know you will always be there for me no matter what... love ya
Sam, Samerina, Sam I am... since 6th grade huh... I remember when I got to middle school and I kept hearing about this girl who and mad bball skills and ever since then you've helped me with my ball handling skills and I thank you 4 that. You also are one of the people that have helped me through those long practice, I looked to you because you always seemed to have a positive attitude about everything and you never complained about anything and you also were the one who laughed at all of my craziness even if sometimes it wasn't funny 2 anyone you always seemed laugh lol...I thank you for that... I know you will do well at whatever you put your mind to.... love ya
Tasha, Tasha posh, Tashy, My Big sis... I remember when I was on JV and I saw the Varsity play for the 1st time....OMG your shot was ridiculous and still is.... man honestly since I've known you, you have only had 3 bad games and still ended up wit double digits anyway lol...but I have looked up to you for your advice and techniques on shooting better you have helped improve my shot and I thank you for that...love ya
Kiara, Ki, Kiki... I remember 1st playing with you during '07 summer and I was like who is this chick throwing all these bomb dimes... man yo crazy ass has caused me a lot of migraines lol and sometimes I wanted 2 just punch the crap out of you but I know that you would have probably kicked my ass and it wouldn't have solved anything and I would have ended up with a even bigger migraine and jacked up face lmao but in the end I enjoyed your shots and jokes...man you are freaken hilarious.....sheesh...love ya
Christyanna, Christy, Chris....man since middle too huh through thick and thin.... sheesh, I remember when I 1st heard you sing OMG... alright you got the vocs....man Chris we have been through it all and I'm pretty upset that it took us all the way til now to form back our sisterhood but I know that we will keep in touch and I regret all the nonsense we went through but I know that we will keep in touch cause we gotta update each other wit the latest and newset dances lol...love ya
You guys can never be replaced....and I promised myself that I wouldn't cry our last game together but after writing this I'm already in tears.... I love you guys from the bottom of my heart and make sure you guys check in on my every now and then to keep me straight...
Love always,
Kris
Bitter sweet 3-peat.... The time has come for my senior sisters...We have 3 more games and you guys will start new lives without me....
You guys are my back bone... with out u guys I don't know how survive...
The lines, the full court half court shooting, and Angel being the only one always on my head about something...although it got annoying and sometimes tough handle it keep my head straight and I appreciate you guys for it...
Shaneva, Nev Neva... Man, since I was in the 5th grade and you were in the 6th... I remember when you guys took us 5th graders on a field trip and I met you and Taylor and we've been sister ever since.... I don't know what I'm going 2 do without your yelling, scream sarcastic ass always n my ear about something yea it hurt then, but when I look back on its help me become a better ball player and a better person, if I took your craziness I know I can overcome and accept life's stabs and grabs... love ya
Myni, Ni, Nijah, My lil Sis lol, since I was in the 8th grade and you were in the 9th, I remember when I had middle school game on the high school side and we met man we were the same height and everything (lmao) you told me how old you were and I couldn't believe that you and I were the same age because you act so much older than me lol... but since then we have formed a sisterhood that can not be broken... you have always been there and I know you will always be there for me no matter what... love ya
Sam, Samerina, Sam I am... since 6th grade huh... I remember when I got to middle school and I kept hearing about this girl who and mad bball skills and ever since then you've helped me with my ball handling skills and I thank you 4 that. You also are one of the people that have helped me through those long practice, I looked to you because you always seemed to have a positive attitude about everything and you never complained about anything and you also were the one who laughed at all of my craziness even if sometimes it wasn't funny 2 anyone you always seemed laugh lol...I thank you for that... I know you will do well at whatever you put your mind to.... love ya
Tasha, Tasha posh, Tashy, My Big sis... I remember when I was on JV and I saw the Varsity play for the 1st time....OMG your shot was ridiculous and still is.... man honestly since I've known you, you have only had 3 bad games and still ended up wit double digits anyway lol...but I have looked up to you for your advice and techniques on shooting better you have helped improve my shot and I thank you for that...love ya
Kiara, Ki, Kiki... I remember 1st playing with you during '07 summer and I was like who is this chick throwing all these bomb dimes... man yo crazy ass has caused me a lot of migraines lol and sometimes I wanted 2 just punch the crap out of you but I know that you would have probably kicked my ass and it wouldn't have solved anything and I would have ended up with a even bigger migraine and jacked up face lmao but in the end I enjoyed your shots and jokes...man you are freaken hilarious.....sheesh...love ya
Christyanna, Christy, Chris....man since middle too huh through thick and thin.... sheesh, I remember when I 1st heard you sing OMG... alright you got the vocs....man Chris we have been through it all and I'm pretty upset that it took us all the way til now to form back our sisterhood but I know that we will keep in touch and I regret all the nonsense we went through but I know that we will keep in touch cause we gotta update each other wit the latest and newset dances lol...love ya
You guys can never be replaced....and I promised myself that I wouldn't cry our last game together but after writing this I'm already in tears.... I love you guys from the bottom of my heart and make sure you guys check in on my every now and then to keep me straight...
Love always,
Kris
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